I know I am suppose to stay positive and only have “GOOD” thoughts but…. I am finding it hard to keep quiet any longer about how people seem to think if other people do not follow the same path or road that they do – they are WRONG and should be punished!   It seems like our Country is getting more and more like a Dictatorship with every new President… Every since the “War on Drugs” was announced our country has become divided!  The “War on Drugs” has put so many innocent “Good People” in prison and separated parents from their children it is to me VERY SAD!!!  I guess there is usually something to divide us – after all, isn’t that the tactic of destruction?  Divide and conquer!   What is so wrong with people using an herb to relax – Alcohol is acceptable and causes so much more destruction… People that smoke marijuana usually get mellow not aggressive – they do not beat their wives or children into submission, cause Bar room fights or fights anywhere for that matter, they usually just walk away from a fight if at all possible and just want to focus on something “GOOD“ or “ENLIGHTENING”  etc.  It just seems to me like we are living in the Roman times where the big BULLIES beat the peasants into submission and shame.

Granted – some drug dealers need to be dealt with and some Lifestyles pertaining to drugs are not good, but Alcohol, Gambling, Prostitution, Striptease, Topless Bars etc. are not very healthy lifestyles either and destroy many many lives – children included – and I know alot of “Law Abiding Citizen’s” including those that ENFORCE the “LAW” that frequent places like this and partake in Alcohol and prescripton drugs!  It has to do with the “Heart”.  Just because a person does drugs does not make them a “Bad Person”.  I know people that are “Bad People” and they live by the BOOK!  The “War on Drugs” is just a way for the Government to “Control” those that it wants to “Control”.  It turns people against each other because they are filled with propaganda and blind to the True Nature of a fellow Human Being with a “Good Heart”. 

I watched the documentary about Tommy Chong getting busted for his Online Bong Business.  They raided his house at 6:00 AM with a SWAT TEAM, Dogs and several policeman!  Isn’t that just a tad bit OVERKILL!!!  He even has a Prescription for Marijuana!  It just seems to me their are more important things our police could be doing instead of HARASSING citizens that are not causing problems or hurting anyone.

My husband gets HARASSED all the time by the police for no reason…  Why?!?!  They pull him over, unbuckle their guns and have their hands ready to pull them out and even handcuff him for NO REASON!  He gets their badge numbers and they get written up because he has done nothing wrong!  What is our country turning into?!?!  I am afraid to drive anymore – at least in our town, because I know the police will pull me over for no reason and it will cause my Blood Pressure to explode and my Fibromyalgia will flare up etc.  That is just plain WRONG!

I was a Bush supporter because I wanted to get some Morals back in the Whitehouse.  I have since re-evaluated my thinking!  The so called “Patriot Act“ has only given the police more power to harass innocent people.  I feel we do need to beef up our countries security but lets have a little common sense and decency about it!

We had Detectives driving by our house for several days or weeks and following my husband all over town and even pulled into the drive-way one day and questioned him and some guys that were working with him in the garage.  They thought we were terrorists!  COME ON!!! 

It is starting to remind me of the “Witch Hunts” back in the 50’s for communists!  If our country is FREE what is all this PARAN0IA about?  The Government is suppose to be “FOR THE PEOPLE” not TO CONTROL THE PEOPLE!!!

Christ did not CONTROL people… Satan wanted to do that and guaranteed God that he could bring EVERYONE back home – but God chose to send Jesus because he wanted us to have “FREE AGENCY” and “Choose” for ourselves.  Since our country is founded on the principles of the Bible – I think it is time the Government take a good look at how they are handling our so called “FREEDOM”.

BTW – I don’t take posting this lightly…

Just wanted to wish everyone a “HAPPY THANKSGIVING”… Hope you have a wonderful Day with Family and Friends or by yourself with God’s Abundance all around you.

Being one that has always been on the outside looking in – I always questioned myself as to why I made my acceptance so hard.  I enjoy being alone and prefer to be alone more than most people but it is such a good feeling to know I belong somewhere and have a support network when I need it.  I felt I never really had this! 

I know now that is not the case though… I have ALWAYS connected to the non-physical worlds but I thought I was just being weird so I never really accepted the Gift as the blessing that it is.  I was NEVER alone!  I found this picture in my Archives and put it on my Desktop so I see it all the time.

This is the Beach in my Hometown of Port Orford, Oregon where I used to go sit for hours and talk to Spirits when I was a young girl. I usually had the whole beach to myself.

 This reminds me so much of the “Footprints” Poem… I always think of this place when I see that poem or here reference to it.  I remember asking God “Why” alot while sitting there… I always walked down past the first rock and sat on the other side of the second rock.  Asking “What is it all about, Where do I fit in, Why am I here, etc.  I feel I am coming into the answers now. 

My life has been FULL of Dark Denser Energies and I see now it is because I needed to experience them in order to be able to connect with them and bring them light.  I know I have POWER I am afraid of and I know the Dark side knew this also and I have been a target for persecution and destruction.  It is time now for me to AWAKEN to my POWER and give what I have to offer to the planet. 

I have been made to feel like I have NOTHING to offer but I know now that is not right.  EVERYBODY has something to offer!