Being one that has always been on the outside looking in – I always questioned myself as to why I made my acceptance so hard.  I enjoy being alone and prefer to be alone more than most people but it is such a good feeling to know I belong somewhere and have a support network when I need it.  I felt I never really had this! 

I know now that is not the case though… I have ALWAYS connected to the non-physical worlds but I thought I was just being weird so I never really accepted the Gift as the blessing that it is.  I was NEVER alone!  I found this picture in my Archives and put it on my Desktop so I see it all the time.

This is the Beach in my Hometown of Port Orford, Oregon where I used to go sit for hours and talk to Spirits when I was a young girl. I usually had the whole beach to myself.

 This reminds me so much of the “Footprints” Poem… I always think of this place when I see that poem or here reference to it.  I remember asking God “Why” alot while sitting there… I always walked down past the first rock and sat on the other side of the second rock.  Asking “What is it all about, Where do I fit in, Why am I here, etc.  I feel I am coming into the answers now. 

My life has been FULL of Dark Denser Energies and I see now it is because I needed to experience them in order to be able to connect with them and bring them light.  I know I have POWER I am afraid of and I know the Dark side knew this also and I have been a target for persecution and destruction.  It is time now for me to AWAKEN to my POWER and give what I have to offer to the planet. 

I have been made to feel like I have NOTHING to offer but I know now that is not right.  EVERYBODY has something to offer!   

Tags: awaken, calling, connecting, footprints poem, god, network, power, support

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