It is always in the back of my mind that I need to be doing something differently in order to get Balance, Joy, Tranquility and Financial Success in my Life.  I am ALWAYS looking at teachings online and offline that may help me acquire the knowledge to learn how to do this.

 Today I realize that I need to Focus more on how my Body is handling the Energy it is Feeling and “Reach For the Better Feeling Thought” and do what I need to do in order to align myself with that thought. Usually, this entails, stepping back, taking a “time out” and ALLOWING my mind to open and RECEIVE from the UNIVERSE whatever may be trying to SPEAK to me usually through a feeling of CALM, COMPASSIONATE, LOVING feelings and along with it there is DIRECTION, GUIDANCE AND INSTRUCTIONS.

Because of all the information I take in and the Negative Input I have ALLOWED in during the past, I find that my mind moves very quickly spanning ALL realms of possible input and what my “Inner Critic” is saying.  I get overwhelmed with information and I am not even sure how I feel!  

I need to keep FOCUSING on ‘The Better Feeling Thought” and try to stay with that and “LET” it SPEAK to me and Envelope me with it’s Vibration of LOVE, JOY AND PEACE.  It is not so much as taking in MORE information – it is ALL about how we LOOK at what information is coming our way and how that information makes us FEEL.  Go with what “FEELS GOOD” to you for where you are now and give yourself time.  

You are where you are so “Go from There”… don’t worry about how much you don’t know and how much information is “OUT THERE” and wondering how you are EVER going to take it ALL in – let alone, sort through it!  If something rings True to “YOUR” Spirit – GO WITH IT! 

I feel the Universe telling me ALL THE TIME that I AM A SUCCESS AND VERY LOVED but it is REALLY hard for me to ACCEPT that, so I keep blocking it.  I know I need to ACCEPT this from the Universe and then I will see what “The Universe” (God=”LOVE”) is trying to GIVE ME!

“Oh what a tangled web we weave when at first we practice to deceive”…

“Only the Pure in Heart shall see God” - I’ve been watching TV again… watching so many different kinds of shows – but the one thing they all have in common is “Good vs. Evil” and “Light overcomes Darkness”. I can’t help but feel sad and worried about the condition of the Human Heart in reality though. It seems that we have been watching the Sun slip away and give way to Darkness, Deceit, Greed, Carnality, Abuse, Control, and Paranoia.  Does anyone besides me remember the 60’s & 70’s when life was actually FUN?!?! We didn’t have to be afraid of having our papers in order, making sure we didn’t step out of line, or be afraid to voice our opinion about whatever?  Although it was starting…

Our generation had alot to say and alot of “Light“ to give.  I feel we still do - it has just been suppressed by Power Hungry, paranoid, greedy politicians in whatever level of “Control & Power” they are in.  A person could have their whole life taken away at any given time without even knowing they were doing anything wrong!  There are so many things we CANNOT do or could get us in trouble with the “PEOPLE IN POWER” that a person could be “FREE” one day and find his “RIGHTS” stripped away from him the next!

What kind of Democracy is that?!?!

People are so separated now because of deceit and fear that it is hard to know who your friends are and even if you are lucky enough to have one or two or maybe even three good friends – they might turn on you if for some reason the creepy fog of “DECEIT” creeps into the equation for whatever reason.  When the people that are in “CONTROL” cannot “TRUST” their fellow workers because of infiltration of Gangs, Political Parties, Cartels, Operations, Foreign Affairs, etc. how can there be PEACE of any kind?!?!

We have to go within and “CONNECT” with what is “TRUE, RIGHT, and “VIRTUOUS” and remember “INNOCENSE” - ONLY THEN CAN WE “BELEIVE”! ONLY THEN CAN WE “BECOME”! ONLY THEN CAN WE LIVE AND CREATE OUR RIPPLE IN THE POND THAT WILL MAKE A DIFFERENCE.

I can remember feeling so FREE and ALIVE when I was on the road with the Truckers separated from the Hustle and Bustle of EVERYDAY living and being a part of something that was “GOOD” - “TRUE” - AND “RIGHT” but it also became “UGLY” and DARK”.    Now I am left with the knowledge of a “FREE SPIRIT” but living in a world of “CONFINEMENT” and “FEAR” that I might step out of line and end up imprisoned or even DEAD for what I BELIEVE in or just being HAPPY and LIVING MY LIFE IN JOY… Should I just become “PASSIVE” and only focus on what is “GOOD” ? Should I not be “AWARE” of what is missing or wrong – will that make it right?  Will that bring more “GOOD” into the world?  I’m sure it will help create positive things to happen in my life and in so doing I will be in a position to “EMPOWER” others with the “BLESSINGS” that come my way.  I therefore will be able to be a “LIGHT” in the “DARKNESS” and “CREATE” positive “ENERGY”. The more “POSITIVE ENERGY” we create, the more we fill the “DARKNESS” with “LIGHT”.

There are 5-6 or more jet streams heading East!  The things hanging down are our Christmas Lights…