I was constantly told by other women, even my own friends, how much they envied me for being a stripper, how bold and sexy I was.  What a vain delusion we were living in!

I found this on a site I stumbled across this morning.  I could so relate to the woman’s story, being caught up in Hollywood’s underworld of Strippers, Prostitutes and everything that goes along with that.

It is coming to my attention that I was part of what is called “Human Trafficking”. I put myself out there because I was leaving my Husband and had no money – I felt the underworld energy coming from him and he was becoming abusive and VERY MANIPULATIVE. You can read My Story here.   My Blog is not working right now on that site but I am trying to get that fixed.

I really like what this woman is saying because I have thought since my ordeal with these people that maybe I was being to Prudent and Inhibited.  After all, TV and the Movies portrays all that as Glamorous and if you do not wear a “G String” out in public on the beaches or where ever – You are the “WEIRD ONE” that has problems with your sexuality.  I was actually buying into that!

I KNOW now that my CALLING is definitely Music! How and when this will happen is still unknown to me… All I know is that I can feel it… I tell myself I am too old for this and start comparing myself to others but down deep inside I can feel something that was put there by God himself and all I can do is feed it at this time and become comfortable with it.  God works in strange and mysterious ways and that is so true in my case!

FREEDOM AND EVERLASTING LOVE!